7am....too early ta light a fag?

first off, "GOOD MORNING WORLD!"
...that felt good!

It's real nice outside this am...I left the windows/balcony door open last night. It wasn't so much about conservation, my vent and wall that where the A/C unit is at is pretty damp. I have no idea why, I just know I got a new respect for property managers and tenants.
I try so hard not to bug Jen (my landlord) about stuff because I have tenants in TX and LOVE not hearing from them ^_^
...But I let her know about this....hopefully it's just a one time thing and i'll just hafta paint over it when I leave next February.

So....where am I gonna go? Its def not too early to think about! I'm looking at properties. Not feeling the condo thing (because stoopid co-owners like hikin the GAWD DAYUM condo fees!)...13% increase meeting happening this Saturday. Boooooo! Dirty gives them two fingers DOWN! Well my friend LuLu has left or excuse me is leaving Kuwait so that isn't as big of an interest as it could've been. Brussels will ALWAYS be on my mind...$$$ in DC wouldn't be bad. iLuv that I got my best friends here (Luv yah Chris n Tiff), my family and a friend.

Ok, so I'm going to blog about this one last time and then from here on out I will reference Marlon as "him". I haven't heard from him in past couple weeks. And it took putting the advice my friends were giving and turning it into energy. One special person that I met (thanks Babe) through my friend pushed me to where I needed to go. I'm not going to share the chat we had, but it was enough to lift my spirits and bulldoze the brick wall I had built myself. Letting go is hard...it's like giving up on someone. And if you see goodness in that person you don't want to let go. But if that person brings you disappointment and frustration...why put yourself through it?
Love is a two-way street...One person will always feel stronger about the other person. And if you can balance that off to a 40/60...60/40 ur gonna have a healthy relationship.

I've got a lot of things spinnin in my mind that I've went over...and I'm not gonna blog about it (not out of shame) just cause they're private and will stay in my head. Ok, enuf of this....

ISN'T IT FUCKING GORGEOUS OUTSIDE?!? =)
~XOXOX~ mikey

WeEk3nD m@Dness!

Ok ok, im not a lazy fuck! My apt is like 68% finished + the storage units that we're suppose to get are now ready for us to use (Yesssss! I got a box/storage tub waiting to be moved! w00t w00t!)

My media center is not cooperating with my TV so i gotta hook it back up to a monitor n see whats up....I may just get a splitter..we'll see, that'll be fun stuff to figure out this weekend. Aight so my weekend...Well I wasn't gonna head out friday night cuz of my apt, but got guilted/heavy hearted cuz a buddy of mine was turning 30. Let's call this buddy, Bob. Aight so Bob was celebratin his 30th bday and I met him up at Cobalts. So he was with a friend of his and I guess was pretty buzzed up n stuff. Being polite I was talking to Bob's friend asking the where you from and so forth. Bob was not happy...Bob felt like I was trying to get with the guy he likes and get this (my favorite part) "because I'm known to do that". OMG! If I was that good I wouldn't have sexual fustrations! LOL! So all night long Bob was being rude, obnoxious and upset that I didn't have strong feelings for him like he does for me. It's not there...It's just not there and trying to belittle me didn't piss me off! I could only laugh cuz I was like, WHo the fuck is this guy? NOBODY...so yeah he apologized n stuff but I had to block Bob on my phone because his behavior wasn't high schoolish...it was middle school border line HSish. So my silver lining to that evening was after drinking I don't...lets say a lot, I ended up burnin a fag outside. And while I'm smokin or I don't know what I saw Cam and we were both laughin and talkin bout...who the fuck knows?!? lol! And then I head home and...wait and minute....Ahhhh FUCK! I lost my phone!!! So I go to bed and wake up realizing my phone is gone and I sent cam a msg on facebook. OMG, why dirty! why do u msg people when ur drunk! Well I didn't write anything stoopid so, Go ME! lol just that I had lost my phone. Suspended services and started working on a claim with USAA and of course looking for a new phone. I was more upset when my iPod broke then when I lost my phone because deep down I was thinking, YES! I have the perfect excuse not to talk to people! Then my parents call my house phone sayin that someone found my phone and gave me his phone number. I drove (yes hangover still with me! Thank-you Patron & Absolut) and got my phone...Hot guy, has a boyfriend...excellent friend material!

So the day was def starting off better, lol! My house key broke (I really don't know how!) So I went to my parents to pickup the spare set and guess what! OMG! My dad asks me if these glasses (Oakley's I had lost 3 months ago) were mine! YaaaaaaaaaaaY! Oakley stopped making that model for some weird reason! Light and small frames! I don't get it Oakley, y stop making them?? y? y? y? BUT YES! DAD FOUND THEM! WhooOO hoOOOO! So far the day is going very well, had a great visit with mum and dad...looking at cars, fallin in love with an RL..what am i gonna do tonight? Ahhh Cam wrote, hope its not something like "drunkass"...so he's going to Town...Ugh! I don't like goin to TOWN on sat nights...waaaaay 2 crowded (and it was) but it was cool to link up with him and meet other peeps there too! Danced (o yes, i did) and then me, cam and aaron went to Annie's for sum fuckin awesome french toast and bacon! Aaron was fuckin awesome and is like a fun drunk...Cam drunk speaks this totally different language that reminded me of a clicky talk tribe in Africa...it was HULARIOS! After Annie's I needed some ZZzZzzzs before headin back to I crashed at Cam's n woke up around 8ish feelin like shit, rolled the windows down n made it back safe. Goin to work on Sunday was a BITCH, No ShiT!!!

So yeah this weekend I'll handle my media center and then go back to carmax and sit in cars! lol! I was talkin to my boi Marlon whos had an RL (the seats are awesome) what negative thoughts he had on the vehicle and it came down to maintenance costs (not surprising for a Luxury vehicle), premium wheels, has AWD but doesn't turn well...I guess if I'm gonna look at luxury vehicles I outta look at more. I like the BMW 328i, but don't know how comfy those seats are...I want nice seats so the RL isn't completely outta pic :)

My dirty lil weekend is dun son! ~ lataz

March! Kiss my ass Jack Frost!

I would like to applaud those who burn energy and not recycle...If it wasn't for you we would not have had an unseasonably warm winter...Yes yes, our great-great-great-great-great grandkids aren't gonna like the planet we're leavin them, but FUCK 'EM! If the fucking was on the other end, don't think for one minute they wouldn't screw you! So YES winter is almost done...sad thing is i'm really...REALLY gonna hafta burn off the rest of my tummy n pump my chest up! w00t w00t! Dirty can do it ;-)

I got my new condo pics up on my myspace account & photobucket:
http://s29.photobucket.com/albums/c254/joecool1981/

I still need help with art work! Ugh! And I'm on a budget thanks to the whoopin DC salary I took (yes Dirty...keep that clearance in mind and smile)
I'm startin to really miss my friends in Kuwait a lot...I guess it's cause of all the bullshit drama I gotta deal with from 20somethin year olds....Piss me off, so instead of dealin with that drama dirty's cuttin the cord. BooYah! The drama I had in Kuwait was...I hope the maids didn't put the 300tc sheets on my bed today...*blink blink*...really miss that drama! and my friends! OMG! I wish I could be playin cards and gettin smashed with them right now, but from what I hear a lot of them have left the desert and are off doin there thing....Shame on Bef! She leaves Kuwait (didn't know) and on her myspace she puts VA for where she's at...HELLLLLLLO BEF! Y have we not linked up??? Game on when u reply ;-)

I miss my crew! ~ holla

Day 3...like survivor!

So Yeah incase some of you didn't know I'm working at the Dept of State as an exchange administrator (workin on e-mail servers). So what's it like? Ummm, it's somewhat strict! I mean, ok...we only support e-mail servers and the applications that go under those servers (PERIOD). So I guess that's sorta cool, I jus hope I don't lose a lot of what I learned (AD / VERITAS).

Things I like:
*KICKASS HOURS* I work Sunday - Thursday from 3pm - 12am (can I get a fuck, yeah???)
* People are pretty chill...ummm, i'm the only gay one here and most of my colleagues are guys so yeh! lotta str8 talk, but wha eva...They'll adapt ;-D
* We got a TV in the office *w00t w00t*
* DoS has a gym downstairs (I need to join! I'm gonna try to apply on Monday)
* Boss buys happy hours drinks/meals on Th (free dinner on TH, minus the drinks cuz i work)
* 6 miles away from my FABULOUS condo ~:-D
* WEBSENSE FREE!! w00t w00t!!!

The 'NOT' so much things:
* SALARY *
* People I work with are a lil older
* NO DOCUMENTATION (surprised?)
* Nonchalent shift lead (we both can't be nonchalent! lol! work with me!!!)
* Work next to our servers so YEaAh! It gets a lil loud

I got my TS investigation started so HOPEFULLY once that clears I can command a higher salary or plop my resume with some of the recruiters I got....DC loves Sys Admins and Engineers and (Go Me!) I got what they want...I got what they need...Can i get anutha shot? This time ima make it HAUTE ~ Haha ~ ok, so I put like survivor because the people here walk on eggshells and if you support anything we don't use...D/L (like drivers) or jus give sumone a weird look ur ass is gettin voted off the island!

Ok, the weekend was perrrty cool! I hung out with my buddy christina, had sum greek (MMmmmmM Spartans - Burke, VA! GeT SuM!!!), went to TOWN to watch the drag shows, drank a lil..a lil more...a lot more...then a lil more! Had fun, gave besos to some hottie...then headed home to watch LOST but mah drunk ass fell asleep so i need to watch it again!Sat: Met up with the lil bolivian hottie (latin guys) ~:-P~...had sum lunch, did a small walk then headed home for sum much needed cleanin and relaxation! Got a hold of Sterling and made some dinner plans...Decided that i was perrty harsh and shallow (not one of my best flaws, but as needy as I can sometimes get I like havin the ability to let shit roll of my shoulders and move on), so we're buddies and he's gonna help me decorate (art work wise) the pad! Ahhhhh...I love my condo and how it's shapin up (pussycat moment) DON CHA WISH UR CONDO WAS HOT LIKE MINE, DON CHA WISH UR FURNITURE WAS TITE LIKE MINE....DON CHA?...DON CHA BABE, DON CHA?? (end moment)

So yup yup, at work right now...its 5pm which means woot woot! 7 hours left (minus one for lunch!), do I miss 12hour days....DIRTY says NO NO NO NO NOooooo, i'll neva say Yeh yeh yeh yeh yeeeeeeeeeh cuz I said No No No No Nooooo (brought 2 u by Destiny C) ~ later guys

*STAMP: DORK APPROVED* >-D

Settin it up

Bueno Bueno, the condo is gettin there...got the fridge semi-stocked (Glad to be 25+ and off of the ramen diet! w00t w00t!). Unpacking shit takes a while, but tomorrow I should be gettin my new Livin Room set and mattress (which means I get ta leave my parents house!! Yes, one month is long enuf fo this vato!)

Comcast set up my TV/Internet today but ummmm...the guy didn't bring my DVR or Cable boxes! ~:-O, Dirty said "Where's the stuff at???" Those pendejos didn't have it on the order...So I went to comcast, put my dick an slapped the heffa for whoeva screwed up mah order! She said it hurt, but it was a good kind of hurt? wha eva tha means....So manana they're comin back with the equipment between 12-3pm. I got my TV but my TV stand hasn't arrived yet....It'd be nice if it came early in the AM for me to setup, so I can get the TV outta the box and setup for the comcast dood! (dirty is wishful thinkin)

Aside from the house, my job starts on the 5th @ 10am for orientation (i guess i should mark that on the calendar! lol!)...I have a feeling this job is gonna cut into my free time! Hopefully not as much as the last job (60 hr work weeks SUuuuUUuuuuuCK!).

Marlon and I text and talk more often since he came out...I miss him so much, but won't tell him. So n e one who knows me well enuf knows whats gonna happen next. It's just gonna be a friendship. His ass is in Cali and I'm in DC. I need someone to hug! I wanna talk face-face (hell, skype would work but not for hugs and besos). So we're back where we started at...Friends! Weeeeeeeeeeee.....I'll find tha special someone. Marlon will always be "A" special someone, but i'm gonna find "THE" special someone ~Apply Within~ LoL! Aight, I'm glad I got that off my chest....I can say for sure that I've never felt happier (this type of happy) than Saturday/Sunday! Those mark pretty high on "best days of life"....No comments, i'm jus gettin things off my mind ~ later guys

a Fabulous Fuckin Day ~:-P

Ok wow...where to begin! Well when you're unemployeed you get to wake ur ass up when you like, so waking up grumpy very very rarely happens ~;-D (not braggin...much! HA!)...So the day which typically starts at 10 (Gracias Dios!) started off with turnin the electricity in the apt to my name. Sweet, one thing knocked out of the way! After that I get a phone call from Mar sayin lets do Tau Tau and that is like my all-time favorite chinese place *hint hint*, so we went and then headed to fair oaks so ol four eyes could get her new MaGoo lenses (J/P mar, u know i love u and u gotta help me decorate my APT) and then grabed sum StarBux....Mmmmmmm que sabroso! So after that I got a call from my new YOB and they sent me forms to up my clearance and asked me when I could start...i told them the 4th because I have furniture arriving on the 2nd and I can collect to more weeks of unemployment ;-D (thank u Colorado! w00t w00t!)

I'm gonna jump ahead one and then come back to my favorite part of the day. So this evening I went to sign the lease to my condo and my landlord freakin rocks! She changed her flowery curtain to a regular curtain and left me towels to start me off and some cokes in the fridge! Do i not have a kickass landlord? HELL YES I DO!

So the fav part of the day is when my NCO from Gordon was chattin with me on gmail. He left the DC area for Cali, got a yob with Countrywide (NYSE:CFC) and then left that because...well do your homework on CFC and u'll know ;-)and is now with Raytheon....But he had some big news for me...so he's teasin me sayin are u ready and I'm like not good with surprises so i'm like COMe oN papI! hit me wit the big news...He started to date guys! * blink blink *....to wit I responded 'U FUCKER! I can't believe we never went out or anything!'...It was awesome, he is so fuckin fine, he has a business minded head, is determined and goes after his goals...and o did i mention HE'S HOT AS FUCK????? Just thought i'd fuckin point that out...So he's like Fuck man! I kept droppin u hints, didn't u ever pick up on it? And i was like DooD! U were married! I told u to get on myspace! u'd have known bout me a loooooong time back! O well, i wanna call him right now but gotta play it cool wit papi! We both wanna see each otha and OMG i ain't gonna lie! This M&M will melt in ur mouth an ur hands Ca--Coooo! That was the fuckin highlight of my day! he wants me and I want him! But he's in Cali and will try to make a Spring trip up here and I told him if I get a TDY to go to LA, know that I will be on that plane! Fuck, how much r planes to LAX right now??? hahaha...well I feel good lettin u all know bout this, but wish I had some gay friends to chat with besides at clubs. I mean, ok I talk to Cam on gmail, but don't have anyone else to share this with....DIRTY, get the fuck outta the house and start meetin people! YellA!! Aight, my day fuckin rocked and my heart is madly jumpin for mah boi Marlon! ~ Lataz

It's Brittany bitch...

So yeeeeeeeeeey guess who got a condo??? lemme give u the scoop:
BLAH:
http://washingtondc.craigslist.org/nva/apa/544426696.html
http://www.brittanycondos.com/index.html

I still have the truck from going cross country and will return it this Friday...also looking at getting this new BR set + an extra night stand & chest:
http://www.marlofurniture.com/marlo/package.php?view=product&cat=2&st=18&id=1409

& This LR set:
http://www.marlofurniture.com/marlo/package.php?view=product&cat=1&st=0&id=3673

I can't wait to set the place up and have a social or something...I'm debating on wha the F to do with the dining area....I got an eat in area next to the kitchen and have a 1BR apt, so yeah we're not gonna have a freakin DINiN room...I was thinkin bout turnin it into a theatre (ahh...love projectors) but could use some ideas...Guess I'll post a bulletin on myspace and see what I land!

w00t w00t! Dirty's got a new home!!!